Behind the Veil

I can feel where you are
Laughing behind the veil
Brewing up plans
To unfold chaos and
Break the peace when
I have to leave

Those eyes of malice
I had once seen
Threatening to ruin all
The twinkle it bore
Showed that here was one
With nothing to lose

Heart filled with hate
Never heard of love
Only quest of yours
The burning desire
Power and more power
Corrupting at your will

Your kingdom built on lies
People fooled and few aware
Of what’s all around
I bring my legions of truth
And fight we shall again
As ever before
Free the people I will
Though it may cause pains
And you’ve left stains

I build with love and truth
A fence to keep you out
But you always manage
To find few flaws
But we both know
You and me shall live forever
You cant hurt me
And I wont kill you
For my beauty shall
Lose its shine without you

The Pretty Eyes I Can Read

When a broad smile is on your face
It seems spring has arrived
The world is so alive
I try to double your glee
Make you laugh and smile
Nothing rejoices me more
I like to see you smile forever
And spread joy all around

I see fear in your eyes
Don’t worry I am here
By your side and always
I shall give you warmth
Comfort until you are at ease
I am here to protect you
I shall always be at guard
And see that nothing threatens you

When you are in pain and look away
I am hurt to see it in your eyes
I shall be there on your side
And I’ll soothe you to rest
There shall be no more pain
I will make sure of that
Grief shall be a stranger to you
For I cant bear to see you in

Your pretty eyes betray your love
Awkward moments when you are shy
When his name is mentioned
The joy when he responds
The anger when he denies
Anticipation when he makes you wait
I will hear your joys and woes
I will help you reach him

Your teeth wrenched and fists locked
Eyes flaring and I come to calm you
But you don’t want to
I will pick a fight for you
Risk everything I’ve got in it
I’ll see that you come to no harm
I shall be at war on your side
If you don’t rest your wrath

When you work over something hard
Are stuck and disheartened
I will arrive to share your burden
Be with you to help you
Take the strain you cant bear
I will give you support
I shall give everything I own to
See the pride of success in your eyes

Hangover

Stuck in crowded places
Moving through empty spaces
Floating like a ghost
Jumping groups, dodging troops
Not finding what liberates
Nonsense notions
Blank Actions
Talk and talk what I know not
Everything is touch and go
Occasionally I wakeup
Random feelings
Berserk reactions
Am losing grip
All reality is unreal
Too deep too much pain
Sift through life
Search for love
I Search for success
And resulting peace
But the paths well known
Dodging me
Find an escape hatch
Live in fear
Fear of rejection, of connection
And not living the dream
Vicious circle of self pity
Heartache lives on
Feeding itself

Living in stark phases
Alternating
Impenetrable now vulnerable next
Affable then Repugnant now
Sometimes stubborn yet so impressionable
burning in the fire
I fear maybe myself
Where is the power to dream
And the tiny cheer I lost
I slip again
Fight to restart

Companion

The stagnant showering clouds
Drift away, of sudden
The pleasant winds of change
Kiss my face as they blow
Waking me up to a new day
Bright and blossoming
The darkness is past
So is the uncertainity

Everyone’s rejoicing
The lovely lovely change
Infectious smiles all around
Lifting the spirits unaware
How joyous it seems
With bliss all about
Like never before seen
Wishes of all come true

But I havent felt
The change though I
Can sense it happening
All my friends have
Found companions
But it seems to me
I am all alone with
No one right beside me

The pain I feel
Of loneliness in a crowd
Is way beyond me
Jealous I have become
Of those I meet
Smiling away plenty
Each smile so rich
and I havent any

When shall this end
Eager thirst of mine
For company of heart
Mind and soul
For now I go on
The sullen gloom still on
Listening to the tales
Of lucky ones around me